Anonymous: What if someone gave you the ultimatum of not winning vs forever losing
That’s both the same thing
Anonymous: When we hit our lowest point we are open to the greatest change. It’s never too late to start over. If you weren’t happy with yesterday try something different today. Don’t stay stuck. You have to look deeper, way below the anger, the hurt, the hate, the jealousy, the self-pity, way down deeper where the dreams lie, darling. Find your dream. It’s the pursuit of the dream that heals you. I know that you can do it. If flowers can teach themselves how to bloom after winter passes, so can you. xx
I can’t do it anymore. I don’t have any motivation I can’t do this I don’t want to be here nothing’s right everything’s horrible the world is dark and I’m lonely and I can’t do this. I shouldn’t be around. Life isn’t for me and I just don’t deserve life. Thank you for trying to help but I can’t anymore. I’m sorry.
I’m starting to hate myself even more now. Last year I wanted to shoot myself in the temple so I would just die. This year, I want to shoot myself in the throat so I can feel the pain, and slit my wrists so I bleed out. But since I don’t have a gun I should just bleed out huh?